i tried summarising my NP feelings into an email length for my juniors doing the newsletter this year, it was so weird, it was so long, i think i love NP too much mann.... hehs.
i tried reading Saman's blog just now before reporting here, but i just cant, dont feel like it i guess, dont have the feeling to read other's emotions now, i have too many of my own..
now, i simply live for Tuesdays. or at least from now till National Day, which is half a month awayy.... sighs. why? because Victor sir comes down to help us, and he's planning to change our school NDP SO SO much this year, i bet its gonna be so friggin cool this year if everything goes well! sighs, but it aint gonna last long anyways is it? the juniors still think i like Victor Sir, and hence keep asking him to come down for help. can't they understand i just don't wish they be empty NCO like me? it's different. i feel bad asking Sir to come down and help us when they arn't even appreciative.
yesterday was swearing in, i thought it was......okay-ish, but the games were abitt... boring, should have had more.. movements, instead of just a circle, or a line or stuff like thatt.... plus some of the sec2s kept talking to each other instead of the group and bonding the group. sighs, i dunno, i dont have an authority to comment do i? tskk....
i'm in a mix of emotions now, lazy, sad, emo-ish, guilty, and a whole lot more..... not to mention how unprepared for the chem test on monday i am.. i cant help but not understand a word in chem class, its just too confusing. gahh, help please? someone! D:
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